Feeling...

i should happy or not,
i also don't know!

On Wednesday that day i get my college sem 1 result!
when i said my result,
i's surprise that my result was very different with what i think before!
i get my  CPGA 2.8472!

But didn't know why that i 'm not happy at it!
maybe i it because i have fail my "building material" paper,
and didn't get A for my math for construction!
for my building material i only get c- that mean i have resit!
i didn't know only few mark that i will pass,but i also can't get it!
maybe i didn't study hard at that time!
and i only know that i can help other people in building material
but can't help myself!
math for construction,
i think i also do the same mistake!

but i very happy that my other subject i pass!
and i get:1A,1B+,1B,3C+,1C-
and my CPGA i get 2.8472
(that is what i surprise,cause i also scare i can't get more than 2.0)hahaXD

And one more think i know is,
i'm the lastly in all my friend!
all my friend who always with me,
they CPGA get more than 3.0!
that only me who get less than 3.0!
hahaha...

so i also don't know what should i feel already!XD
i should happy.....
or i should sad.....
i didn't know!
and i feel so pressure in the class!
all my frind could understand what lecture or tutorial said,
look like only me feel blur!XDhahaha